Random Stuff from Random Thoughts

To my dearest Allene Kaye,

      There came a time when you came into my life. There came a time when I thought that you we’re just another someone else. There came a time when I thought that I was just hoping for nothing. There came a time when I thought that it was all a just a game. There came a time when I thought that we were just gonna end up wasted. There came a time when I thought that I was fighting for nothing. There came a time when I thought that there was no more chance for a better tomorrow. There came a time when I thought that it would only end up that easily. There came a time when I thought that I would see myself alone in the darkness. There came a time when I thought that you’d just leave me hanging. There came a time when I thought that all of these didn’t make any sense. There came a time when I thought that you were never the right one.  There came a time when I thought that I’ll be wasting my life. There came a time when I thought that I would never be able to love as much as I do to you. There came a time when I thought that what other people think about us matters. There came a time when I thought that all of these was wrong.  There came a time when I thought that we have reached the end of the road.

       BUT at the end of all those times of thinking, there came a time when I finally believed that nothing or no one can ever stop me me from believing in us. That no one can ever change these feelings I have. That all of these are worth fighting for. I love you and I have no plans of turning back on us. As long as I know that my presence is of your pleasure, I would stay by your side giving you all the love possible. You are and will always be the perfect one for me, no matter how people see us. Happy 10th month honey, and I expect a lot more time of my life to spend with you. If possible, I would like to spend the rest of it with you.

     I may have lost a lot of people in my life, but the only one that I can’t imagine my self without, is YOU. I LOVE YOU.

 -Edward Patrick E. Pilares II/April 10, 2012/3:17AM